hello. today was a real good day. i actually tried to take a nap and was not able to fall asleep, which is almost unheard of. i was able to enjoy my girls a little more and we went outside to play for a little while. i hope that tomorrow i feel like this because parents will have the girls and i am hoping to use the time to get the house straighter than i can when the girls are running around. sid goes back to work tomorrow nite so i am hopeful that things continue to feel okay inside. next week is supposed to be my "good" week, meaning i should have the most energy, until i go in the following week for more chemo. jackie brought my wig. i can't hardly stand to look at it. i feel very angry when i look at it or try it on. i am almost crying now just thinking about it. please pray that i am able to at least come to some measure of peace about it. thanks for all the support, jennifer